In Memoriam Rodger Swan
Rodger Swan was a young man who made videos and shared them on the internet. He uploaded over 130 videos before his death this January and in telling the story of his life in Japan, impacted far more people than his nearly 8,000 subscriber count indicates. This simple passion of Rodger’s turned out to be far more meaningful than probably anyone could have guessed, inspiring a global audience and reminding many of us to follow our dreams, whether they take us halfway across the world or involve staying home to read Goosebumps. The Japanese Vlogging community familiar with Rodger was understandably grief-stricken by the sudden news, but a glance through Rodger’s video comments reveals that he touched a much larger group of people worldwide. Many have posted tribute videos, some have shared their favourite Swan stories, others, like me, have written about Rodger’s life.
He was that normal guy that everyone watched grow up. We saw him turn from a boy into a man…And as we watched that Rodger grow, we fell more and more in love with him. We fell in love with his normality. We well in love with his selflessness. We fell in love with the hope there were still people like Rodger left in the world. (via Kevin O’Donnell)
It may seem a touch superficial, a bit overly dramatic perhaps that such a mass of people who barely even knew Rodger are mourning his passing, but I assure you the sentiments are sincere. Rodger was a small part of a niche that stood for something much larger and more real: for compassion and curiosity and unyielding courage in the face of the less-travelled path — the perfect example of why blogging is more than just unchecked journalism or uncensored ranting, but instead an important medium deeply rooted in human interest in a way no other format does justice. Rodger’s published videos really did resonate with people, so called strangers, and through his candid monologue and honest storytelling, Rodger managed to inspire, to change, to make a difference. He moved some of his audience to learn Japanese, he enabled some to make the sacrifice of the world they know for a world much greater, and he affected many, myself included, in ways still unknowable, just by spending a few minutes every week with his video camera.
I think it’s impossible to imagine or count or know just how many lives Rodger touched…It’s a funny thing, moving across the world, as Rodger did, because you wind up being intertwined with the lives of people you never in a million years would have expected meeting. (via Kevin Cooney).
It takes a man every bit as amazing as Rodger Swan to remind us of the kind of people we’d like to be, and his character remains strong to this day. His videos leave behind a legacy, proof that Rodger’s life was far more meaningful than his death could ever be. We could pin Rodger’s appeal first as Tokyo Swan and later as Iwate Swan to many things, from his prolific posting to his relaxed and endearing on-camera attitude, but perhaps the most influential aspect of Rodger was his sincerity. For all the skepticism vloggers face, it’s easy to forget that the youtube audience actually can make an authentic connection with people like Rodger, people who are too genuine not to bond with, and while the phenomenon is a rarity, it’s also one of the most comforting connections we can have. The appeal of a young man thousands of kilometers away with unusual interests may not be apparent at first glance, but from those first videos it’s easy to see why so many felt so close to Swan and found solace in his shared journey.
His death…serves as a powerful reminder that ultimately, what matters is loving, caring, sharing, and being true to yourself. And doing that today, not tomorrow. The honesty with which he shared his life was touching. I found his attitude inspiring, and comforting too – knowing that this good person was out there. (via Joseph Tame)
I don’t claim to have known Rodger personally, and I don’t count myself among his acquaintances, but I do know a number of us touched by his work are keeping him and his family in our thoughts. I will always remember the way his videos and words and views on horror movies left a lasting impression that may not have made us family, but made us far from strangers. So goodbye, Rodger, you will be missed.
It’s been a lot harder than I thought it would be, saying goodbye to the people, saying goodbye to the places, and what you’re used to, because you do, you make connections, you meet people, and you form bonds, and that can be a difficult thing to walk away from because you’re never going to get this again. It’s never going to be like this again. But there’s always hope. You never know, one day we might meet again, so in that sense, you always have to stay positive. (via Rodger Swan).