lists, unrelated | No Comments | July 29th, 2009
I’ve always been a dreamer, filled with a seemingly endless list of one-days I have every intention of fulfilling. By now this should be abundantly clear. In fact, I have at least 43 at any given time, and I have spoken on many occasions about my achievements and ambitions. And since when has having a multitude of passions a bad thing?
However, not all dreams are created equally. I have a number of new years resolution-type goals that lend themselves to the day-to-day — they usually involve hygiene and habit — just as I have slew of professional aspirations that deal more with my “five-year plan” if you will, and I’ve even got a few ends-of-the-earth really out there fantasies that usually require I either sell all my possessions or purchase an entirely new set of narrowly specialised equipment. Placed somewhere between touching my toes and improving my ambidexterity, and perhaps a little closer to moving to Korea, lie a series of very serious dreams you probably didn’t know I harboured but are nonetheless among the more prevalent of my intentions.
I completely understand internet video, I totally get community journalism, and I am continually fascinated by New Media. If this weren’t already out of the ordinary, add to that a desire to be creative, an artist’s hobbies, and a production background and you’ve got a tight fit. More specifically, I’d like to produce multimedia content for new media outlets, partially because I believe in the movement and partially because it’s a growing and exciting field of opportunity, but mostly because I think my contributions could make it better.
Working in the video world (and given my education regarding digital convergence), I am always asked about YouTube. To be honest, my personal and professional opinion is that internet video is a great invention, it offers a superior distribution model for the user, and it presents a number of great opportunities that close the gap between producer and consumer (professional and amateur). But that gap will never close, because no one wants to watch cats on skateboards for more than 30 seconds. But the gap won’t widen either, because no one wants to watch what’s on TV for more than 30 seconds. New Media opens up this wonderful bridge between what the consumer creates and consumes. Yeah, there are 8 billion twitter bots out there trying to get you to click links, but there are also a lot of civilians and journalists out there covering the Iran election story and aftermath literally on the cutting edge, when no one else is. There are a ton of independent artists getting their legitimate and oft-impressive material out there. There are numerous organisations and enterprises that offer services and products simply because they’re good ideas, not solely because they’re profitable.
Essentially our society is content starved, and providing some niche coverage and entertainment that hits the mark but is still quality, content-valuable is where I seriously think media should be going. The average joe doesn’t have to control everything like Wikipedia’s model, but he can have his say. For example, I love what Current TV does, but I also dig what news stations are starting to do by including social input via Twitter and Facebook into their actual coverage. In fact, I’m so moved that I truly want to spend my energy developing multimedia content for the web and integrating new media into existing media outlets.
Related to my movement towards new media, I can already tell that I’m going to become seriously invested in blogging (okay, I already have, fine, I admit it). The motivation is the same; I’ll ready anyone’s blog that’s good, because I’m sick of combing through the New York Times for something I care about. I currently read voraciously, both books from my sister’s bookshelves and from my local library as well as via RSS feeds on just about every topic (personal development, nutrition, photoblogs, social satire, lots and lots of travel blogs, webcomics, book reviews, technology news, football statistics overseas, and just about anything else that tickles my fancy). Why can’t I be one of those blogs that contributes thoughtful posts into the blogworld? Why couldn’t I get paid to do this?
I’ve really only touched on the subject. Right now I run a hodgepodge blogstream of whatever I’m doing, thinking about, reading, listening to, eating, or travelling to next, and I like that I have a forum to indulge in my disparate interests, but I also know that sooner rather than later I will take off on more flashpacking adventures I can cover in depth as I get used to covering my life in such thorough detail. I write for me, for my own personal reasons because I enjoy writing, but I’m also open to the possibility that a flashpacking tour abroad (or even domestically) could become the sole subject here, and that my blogging and filmmaking and podcasting and photographing the events that transpire could very well be what finances such an excursion. I’m actually looking forward to the execution of the idea, a concept so alluring I’d call of it less of an passing fancy and more of a surprisingly realistic dream.
You have to know me pretty well personally to understand why wanting to speak four or more languages is not something to tease me about. You’d also have to know me very well to see why anyone so far past puberty could possibly keep trying to achieve such a difficult dream. While speaking a handful of languages fluently has a large number of benefits — high-profile and highly sought-after skills and global employability among them — my main motivation has more to do with my desire to increase my awareness. Mindfulness is a huge factor in my dreams, I’d say one of my core values really, and speaking several languages would not only help strengthen my self-discipline but would also allow me to communicate and connect with more of the world and to be more involved with where I am at present, which would afford me great travel opportunities and also allow me to travel off the beaten path on such opportunities. Plus, I secretly like learning new things, especially something as hard as a foreign language.
Since my time in Australia I have valued interpersonal relationships much more than I did prior, and am now driven by a whole new set of motives that encourage a shared process. It’s hard, no doubt, but learning languages forces you to interact with others, to commiserate as you try to overcome the language barrier, and step outside your comfort zone totally unsure if someone on the other side will meet you halfway. It’s daunting, but when you do connect, even just for a simple “thank you” or “it’s hot today” the experience is profoundly rewarding. You also gain insight into foreign cultures and garner a new perspective on your own life without having to get on an aeroplane to anywhere.
In the same vein, I would like to improve my musicianship and spend more time creating the kind of music I want to make. I have recently discovered I don’t want to go at it alone anymore because it deprives me of what a pleasure it is to collaborate. Playing bass is a good example of my musical sentiments; it’s fun to play the instrument, and even more enjoyable when you successfully master a new skillset, but that joy pales in comparison to playing the bass with others. It’s the harmony, the community, the balance, the ebb and flow; I’ve always found creativity to be a flow experience and while I’ve never had a problem making that magic happen by my lonesome, the experience is exponentially richer when others are involved. The dynamic changes and suddenly the result constitutes something much greater than the sum of its parts.
So not only do I want to share in making music (and to make more of it), but I also want to have a product I’m proud enough to share to the world. I’m currently stuck in this terrible gap where my output is far inferior to my tastes, but with some patience I can certainly make the instances coincide. I am so passionate about music, it is often difficult to hold it in and not shout it from the rooftops. Those of you close to me will know I make mixtapes more because have to and less because you want them, but since the conclusion of my radio show I’ve been desperate to share my tastes and discoveries with the general listening public again. What form this will take, even I cannot say, but I intend for it to happen in one way or another.
I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to satisfactorily explain my affinity for experiencing the root and the origin of all things, especially when it comes to eatables. I feel fairly grounded, that is to say well connected and aware of the surrounding world, especially of the natural order, and I have yet to satisfy the part of me that wants to be self-sufficient enough to grow my own vegetables, make my own cheese, and can my own pasta sauce.
It’s more than that. I want to spend at least one season being close to the earth, toiling in both the idyllic now-that-tastes-like-a-tomatoe romantic AND the dream-shattering back-pain realistic senses, seeing where coffee, or olives, or maple syrup, or whatever comes from, all the way from seed to snack, from till to table. Unfortunately, it is this desire that also moves me to fantasise about dropping everything for a five-year career-intensive apprenticeship to, I don’t know, forge a sword or make artisan cheese or perfect archery, for a variety of subjects I have next to no interest in turning into a career. Problematic, to say the least., but indulging my organic-obsession and culinary elitism by harvesting some precious good somewhere and throwing myself into manual labour would undoubtedly be a worthwhile experience.
















